December 2009
28 posts
but when i tell u this i feel like i’m going to disapoint you in a way that i’v never done before. and one of the things that for a long lead my life was if i was or wasnt disapointing you in all the situations. if i had a problem, i wasnt sad because i was going through it, but because you werent a hundred percent proud of your son.
now, i do feel like i’m disapointing you, and...
appointments, full schedules, alarm clocks, memos. two hours ago i was laying in bed here in my farm, and started to think how these words entered my life so fast, so furious and so roughly, in a way that i canot imagine myself living how i used to live here, for five freakin long years.
but, why do we get so damn much into appointments , good use of the time, etc ? it was just after i...
prometo nao fazer mais posts de 2009 e sobre o que eu espero de 2010, o ultimo foi minha maior inspiração hahaha. agora serei menos contraditório.
xoxoxoxoxota.
When 2009 started my grandmom told me it was going to be ROUGH , because in the chinese calendar it was the mouse or what so ever year,and so it was meant to be filled with troubles. Besides my WHAT THE FUCK AND SHUT UP moment, it really had its sense.
2009 was filled with bad things: school made me study like a freak and loose my social life for a period (2 years, but this year a lot more), i...
in 2010 : i’ll be happier than ever, i’ll do things i have been waiting for so long to do, i’ll keep this awesome ray of my new life that began this year, i’ll make new friends, i’ll be more independent, i’ll travel more, laugh more, love more, understand more, make myself up even more, buy more, give more, live a LOT more. 2010 will be the #1 of my life,...
“its not because i complain that i’m not loving it… complaining is a...”
disgusted
repulsive, disgusting… these are words that mixed up can express a tiny bit the way i feel for some things in my life that i went through in life.
i spent 5 freakin years of my life leaving in the country side.. it was good for me and for everybody who lived with me, but now, after two years of living outta here, i cant stand this for one single day.
maybe thats because i’m awkward.....
“QUEM é você ? cadê o MEU bode ?”
“Only value the opinions of the ones you respect”
– Gaga (via ladyfuckingaga)
“the best type of people you can relate are the ones that doesnt fit into tiny...”
beyoncé on tv, beyoncé tickets on my desk. also on my desk, my wishes for 2009 to be over.. weirdo, i never want to get old or get rid of things like a whole year. but this years has saturated itself, a month ago. enough of big things, calm down now 2009 and please let 2010 appear… my soul and humor cant stand you anymore.. i hope that until beyoncé concert, the one that the tickets are on...
2009
a year started.. smt felt like it was going to be loaded with new things.. you know, being a senior doesnt happen everyday.
my year started with LA, the best month of my year, and of my life. it was the best not only because the place is so, but because of the ppl i met.
back to reality, from january to december it was a fight in school… but in august i decided that i wouldnt live anymore...
x: tell me 7 things that define you
me: happiness, vanity, freedom, lovely, sincerity, unusual, the power of eye contact
x: you homo
me: you r wright ... but now there are 8 things :(, YOU DUMBASS
FACT
i can express myself a LOT better in english, not only writing , but talking and thinking. what the fuck ?
FICTION
pedro lindenberg not thinking a lot and being able to live his life in a better way
quiet, to be or not be
when i was little i was quiet.. i grew up, and started to talk nonstopping with everybody.. until now.
for the first time, i feel so good, so relaxed, and so free with this person, that somehow i dont feel the need to talk… ok, i dont like to be with someone that is absolutely mute, that means i wouldnt like to be with myself.
i’ll admit i’m so wrapped up with this p that i...
brazil makes me sad →
half o the world tell me they love christmas, the other half, say they hate it. idk, i like christmas because its the only opportunity that i get to see ppl i (most of them) like, and get to talk to them, update them about me and see funny things (like my drunk grandma)… but at the same time i feel like each year xmas is less than i expect .. maybe because im getting older and i dont any...
