disgusted
repulsive, disgusting… these are words that mixed up can express a tiny bit the way i feel for some things in my life that i went through in life.
i spent 5 freakin years of my life leaving in the country side.. it was good for me and for everybody who lived with me, but now, after two years of living outta here, i cant stand this for one single day.
maybe thats because i’m awkward.. well, i do feel good when i see how i’m like today, and how i used to be sometime ago.. maybe, this feelings of going back to places where i was less, is only because i’m afraid of becoming again what i used to be.
maybe thats prejudice, maybe thats dumb… but its a shame.
shame on you, peter
